The Chariot reversed in the past position signifies a period of your life marked by domineering behavior, uncertainty, and loss of self-restraint. It's a time when you felt helpless, often resorting to increased hostility and manipulation as you were hindered by barriers.
This phase was characterized by a sense of powerlessness, where you felt dominated by external forces. Your ability to dictate your own course was overshadowed by these influences, leaving you feeling helpless and lost.
You stumbled through a fog of uncertainty, lacking a clear sense of direction. This lack of clarity may have caused you to drift aimlessly, letting go of the reins of control and allowing your life to be steered by external circumstances.
The loss of self-restraint was a significant aspect of this period. You may have found it hard to maintain control over your actions or emotions, turning into a passive passenger in your own life journey.
As frustrations mounted, you might have resorted to increased hostility. Whether it was outbursts of anger or a slow simmering resentment, your inability to express your needs productively heightened the aggression.
You felt hindered by barriers, both real and perceived. These obstacles appeared insurmountable, coercing you into a state of inaction and further fueling your feeling of powerlessness.